[She props herself up enough to take a long drink, then flops back down again.]
He looked really handsome, though. I didn't know he could look handsome. And Shai was there as well, and Shai... [She sighs, almost dreamily.] She really is perfect. In every way. And she makes me want to be perfect just like her, but I'm the furthest thing from it. She's always saying I'm enough as I am, but she'll figure out I'm not.
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[She props herself up enough to take a long drink, then flops back down again.]
He looked really handsome, though. I didn't know he could look handsome. And Shai was there as well, and Shai... [She sighs, almost dreamily.] She really is perfect. In every way. And she makes me want to be perfect just like her, but I'm the furthest thing from it. She's always saying I'm enough as I am, but she'll figure out I'm not.